Real life stories

September 22, 2010       I know I need to write more I am sorry guys. A few days ago part of me died. I know it sounds crazy, but it did. I never thought some things would be so hard and you know I try so hard to keep a brave face on. It's difficult, but you know it's OK. I closed the door and a new one opened. A new opportunity for my son and I. I closed the door on my apartment and moved in with Chris's mom. That night was severely emotional for me. I cried when we went to drop off the keys. It was a good cry yes, but a cry none the less. It was the first place we had together and everything. We had done something on our own and that was what mattered. In our new place my son will have his own room as soon as we start renovating up some more. I feel like things are going to get better. Less bills to pay and more money. Hell maybe I will finally be able to get my tattoo now. Ha ha. Our relationship is getting stronger. Oh wait you will never believe this okay. So I was t

September 13, 2010            So today is Tuesday and I am just sitting here at 11:51 pm watching a movie called boat trip. I have know idea what it is about Chris is watching it and I am sitting here next to him watching what parts of it I really want to pay attention too. Ha ha. So I have done my first CNA class and I am glad to know that it's not that hard. Okay so it will be, but I think I can do it. I have done all my home work already and my next class is this next coming Saturday. The next class that I will be scared for is the clinicals. I am really scared for that one. I will be doing it at a real hospital and working with real patients too. I hope that I can do it everyone cross their fingers for me and wish me luck. So I am still working on Carters birthday and my six month with Chris is coming up too. Things have been really good so far. Financially things are getting better for us and the fighting as toned down a lot so I am thinking that my life is only going to get

September 6, 2010              So I suppose things are going good still. I am blogging during the day which is new for me. My son makes me laugh so hard and right now is on is second bowl of cereal. Man that boy can eat. Ha Ha. He is not even 3 yet and he is eating me out of house and home. I am proud though to be the mother of a healthy baby. I am so nervous his birthday is next month and I have no idea what I am doing for it. I am trying to look up Chuck E Cheese, but that is not going very well for me. I am trying to get my stuff moved out from my apartment although I am going to miss it. I am moving back in with Chris's mom so I can go back to school. I would go home to my parents, but they would need a guest house or something for me to stay in. The house is already crowded. So right now I am just sitting on the computer waiting for Carter to eat, so I can go get another load at the house. It's so funny I have brought more over then Chris has. If I had a trailer I would

September 4th, 2010          So things have been going great. There have been some difficulties, but you know every relationship has them. I have been trying to list my stuff on eBay and etsy, so look me up. I have even gone to listing twilight cards on eBay to bring in extra money. Do I sound desperate? I hope not. I mean I am just trying to bring in an extra some odd income to my family you know. Also tonight Carter, Chris and I went out to a very nice dinner at The Old spaghetti Factory. It was nice to be able to go to dinner with my men. I was very happy and so were they. Carter had to announce to our waitress that he farted. Cute huh. Not really. Wow kids do amaze you all the time. I was so embarrassed it was not funny. He thought it was. Yesterday we also went to a movie. It was nice to be able to do some fun things this weekend. We went and saw that vampires suck movie, that mocks Twilight. It was really interesting. I would have enjoyed it, if there was not so much vulgarity