Real life stories

Wow so much time has gone by since I have posted. I guess I kinda got so caught up in life, that I forgot what it was like to login and keep posting. So cheers to a new post and a new beginning. We are going to start fresh for a new improved me.  Sooo by now you are asking yourself what have you missed? What is new at this point. More specifically where should I begin? Well this past February I got engaged! I am engaged to a man I never thought I would be getting married to.  A little bit more about things. This particular paragraph is going to be about my new little family. See when I said yes to the love of my life, I didn't just say yes to him. I said yes to my step-daughter Tashlynn and my step-son Ashton. However in our little family we don't like to use steps. They are my son and daughter just as if they were my own, Carter even calls them his brother and sister. He is very excited to have them in his life.  Now moving on to another topic: School.... Ah yes, t...

Valentines Day 2014!! A night in the house with amazing family and son!! Drinking sparkling cider, eating chocolate and watching movies. Best Valentines I could ask for :)

Gosh I hadn't realized it had been so so long since I posted on here. So much has changed for my son and I since my last post dating almost 4 years ago. Can you believe it?  I struggled so much then or at least thought that I had. Now looking back at things I realize I had more then I was willing to give myself credit for. Yes being a single parent is hard, but only has hard as you make it seem. If you cry "Poor me" all the time it kinda tends to get old for the others around you willing to help. To be quite honest that used to be me. So let me give you an insight on how things have changed for me in the last 4 years.  Carter is now 6 years old and growing into the most handsome man ever. Truthfully I never thought I could produce something so amazingly wonderful. I am now a stay at home mom spending every waking moment with my son. Didn't think that was possible did you? Well I will share with you my secret. I found a truly amazing company that allowed...

Gosh I don't even remember the last time I wrote in here. It has been ages. I guess that means I have to come up with something to talk about since this is my blog right ha ha. Well lets see where to start? Well to start off I do have my CNA now. So I am officially certified and I love it. I am still looking for jobs so guys keep your ears open for me will ya? I was so happy when I finally got it. I can't tell you how great it felt. Unfortunately I was unable to pass the test to get into Ameritech, so I won't be starting January like I had hoped. I called mom and dad crying and you know my dad gave me one of the best pep talks I ever remember having. He told me that the test does not break or make me who I am. Its just a silly stupid test. That the CNA thing was a good move for my family. It makes me proud to know that i am still doing such a good job with my family you know. Oh and mom got an accounting job, so I had to leave cashiering and I now work in the bakery as a ca...

September 15, 2010 So I must say I am glad that everyone is reading my blog. Although if you are reading it please become a follower. I really like that my family is interested in me still. Ha ha. I guess my life really isn't that boring if I am on the Internet. Work is going pretty good. Life has been crazy busy though. Sometimes I feel like I hardly get any time to my self these days. Yet I whine because Chris and I hardly have time together. And we live together. Wow listen to me I am such a whiner lol. Some days I sound horribly pathetic, but you know I still have people that love me although I am not so sure as to why. In the words of my son I guess mommy just special ha ha. You know my son is my whole world and the things he says to me some days are just kill me really. Another one of my favorites is "Mommy how you work day?" So now mommy says "Carter how you school day?" Makes you miss the show kids say the darn est things. I know I miss that show. I on...

October 5, 2010           Okay so no one yell at me, I know I have been slacking off lately. Chris is not here to be on the computer lol. So lets recap on what's going on.So carter's birthday is coming up next Friday October 15th. We booked a party for him a Jungle Jim's play land. I am his mom and I am so excited about it. I am pretty sure that my customers are getting sick of hearing about it now. Ha ha. Oh well. So I feel kinda bad about some events that have happened recently. If you  know me very well then all of you know about Austin and I think I wrote about him previously. Well I feel kinda bad because I was yelling at my mom, because of him. He never hangs out with me he hangs out with my mom. It's really pissing me off and then he has the nerve to call me his best friend. To be honest, I don't even know who he is anymore. I told my mom I didn't want him around anymore, but it's mostly because he comes and goes all the time. ...

September 22, 2010       I know I need to write more I am sorry guys. A few days ago part of me died. I know it sounds crazy, but it did. I never thought some things would be so hard and you know I try so hard to keep a brave face on. It's difficult, but you know it's OK. I closed the door and a new one opened. A new opportunity for my son and I. I closed the door on my apartment and moved in with Chris's mom. That night was severely emotional for me. I cried when we went to drop off the keys. It was a good cry yes, but a cry none the less. It was the first place we had together and everything. We had done something on our own and that was what mattered. In our new place my son will have his own room as soon as we start renovating up some more. I feel like things are going to get better. Less bills to pay and more money. Hell maybe I will finally be able to get my tattoo now. Ha ha. Our relationship is getting stronger. Oh wait you will never believe this okay...